Precious Girl  / Traci Barnai (visitor)
Hi precious Kayla just thinking of you and mommy, keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers, I hope you and Vanessa are having fun playing in the clouds, come visit mommy in her dreams she would love to see you her heart is acheing so much for you as mine aches for vanessa. Love and hugs 2 u and mommy, your both very special to me,




Hi Jeda I thought maybe we could talk, things have been really hard and I feel no one truly understands how I feel, how broken my heart really is, I tried to email you but it didn,t work, maybe I have the wrong email address mine is tbarnai@yahoo.ca 
love to you jeda
sincerley Traci


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Thinking of You Everyday Bella  / Kellie Chojnacki (Aunty :-) )





Thinking of you everyday Kayla. Some days are good, other days are not so good. Knowing I'll see you and my mum again soon is what gets me by. I still cry for you everyday Bella.
Love your Aunty Kellie
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Sweet Angel  / Jill Carrington (Friend of Mummy )
Hey baby girl,

I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and I promise to look after Mummy as she is looking after me. I hope you have found Finlay in Heaven and are having lots of fun playing on those clouds. Mummy got your message Kayla and it made her so happy! Love you lots sweetie, take care up there and tell Finlay I love him too!

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I Thought Of You  / Traci Barnai (visitor)
Hi precious little angel, I hope you and my Vanessa are having fun playing together, I saw this picture and I thought of you and my baby girl playing in the sky, laughing and having fun. Take care of one another and know you will be forever in the hearts of those who love you the most.




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A beautiful angel  / Traci Barnai (Visitor)
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter now a beautiful angel, my heart aches for you and for all the mommies who have lost there angels too. I know your pain and saddness all too well I lost my precious daughter Vanessa in June and I miss her with every beat of my heart as you miss Kayla, I'm glad to know that are angels are not alone and I know Kayla and Vanessa will be best of friends watching over us filling our hearts with Love. I will always keep your family in my thoughts and prays that we may find comfort in the days ahead. God Bless You


                                   
Sincerley Traci.

      

                                    
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hey princess  / Natalie Sinclair (alysias mummy )
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thank u 4 yesterday baby girl  / Jeda (mummy)
Hey baby girl,
well 2day is the 16th of feb 2006- ur big sisters birthday, how i wish so much u were here 2 share it with her. thank u so much 4 yesterday, u helpt me pick what urn 2 use, i will never4get yestersday 4 the rest of my life. it was amazing and everyone i have told is just amazed about it..
U came through 4 ur big sister's birthday and i cant wait 2 tell her about it when she is older and understands. 

well bubba girl, please give liana the best day she really does deserve it.
i love u more then anything in the world please never 4get!!!

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HAPPY VALENTINE`S DAY PRINCESS  / AMELIA`S MUMMY AND DADDY (MUMMY FRIEND )

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I Share your pain and know your loss only to well!!  / Corinne Popovic (An angel mum To Courtney Maree )

Hey little Kayla
My little girl is up there with you. I promise to your mummy she will look after you and show you around up there.
Loosing you is the hardest thing for a mummy to endure but know that you are not lost, you are being kept safe and loved. 

To your mummy,
keep it in your heart that your not alone in loosing your little girl. I know your pain and as much as you hear from relatives and friends that it will get easier, only you can judge that. I can tell you it never gets easier but the pain gets more bearable. I am pregnant again and due in 6 weeks, its not easier, its hard, but take hold of the love and support around you. Tell people when your having a crappy day because your allowed to have them and with good reason.
You take care and i am on msn as well if you ever need to chat.
rinnyl@hotmail.com

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HAVING FUN ANGELS??  / Mommy To Kristopher Terralynn
Kayla 

Boy I bet your mommy is so proud to have such a gorgeous little girl as her angel.  I hope you are having fun up in the clouds with the angels baby.

I have a little boy you know who is there too.  His name is Kristopher.  Do you know him??  If you see him around let him know his mommy says she really misses him.  Tell him his big brother's asked God to give Kristopher some Thomas Trains to play with.  Maybe you guys can play together.  

You can even tell him I said he has to play barbies with you whenever you want!!

I know you guys are busy up there Kayla but can you do us a favor sometimes.  Think of those you left with love, and always remember us.  We will be there soon.  When God let's you know we are coming,  be ready to jump in your mommy's arms so she can hold you again.  I know she will be so excited to see you again.  Let Kristopher know I will be waiting for that day too.

Till then play well together!! No Fighting you Guys!!  Or is there fighting in heaven still?? lol

Dont worry about your mom Kayla,  She is strong and she will make sure to keep you in her heart always.  And I will be sure to keep you in mine with Kristopher.  Our hearts are never to small to fit one more special angel in there!!

Love and Kisses,

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valentine / ^I^ Siobhan

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Heavely Angel Princess  / Donna Lezdey (Heavenly angel Mommy to Joey )

She is so cute. Joey and her are playing in the fields, and running around with all the other heavenly angels. She will forever be missed. I know the pain of losing a baby. But they are in a better place free from sickness and war. In time we will meet them again, and join them in Heaven. There is nothing worse then losing a child. We carried them, loved them, got to know them for nine months, and in a flash they are. We will never know why God has called them home. And we will wish forever that we had got to raise them here.
 Ths is a poem my best friend Mary B found for me.. I thought you may like it.. You are in my prayers. If you ever need to talk please feel free to email me. 
 Love your friend
  Donna Lezdey
             
              

 Kayla I NEVER SAW YOUR WINGS 

How is it that I never saw your wings
when you were here with me?
When you closed your eyes and soared
to the Heavens I could feel the
faint flutter of you wings as you left.
Your body no longer on this side
your spirit here eternally I see your halo shine.
I close my eyes and see the multicolored wings
surround me in my saddest moments and my happiest times.
Kayla, my angel, God has given you your assignment
always my baby, forever my angel.
You fly into my dreams and when I am asleep
I feel your wings brush against my face wiping away
the tears I shed since I can no longer hold
you in my arms but in my heart.
You earned those wings dear Kayla
and you will always be my angel.

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What a precious angel you are  / Diana Locke Locke (mommies friend )
Kayla, what a precious angel you are. I can just imagine you and my Christopher in Heaven playing angel games like hide and seek among the beautiful gardens there. Please keep an eye on Christopher and keep him out of trouble. I will ask him to keep an eye out for you too. Your mommy visited Christopher's site and wrote beautiful things. I would like to thank her. Through her opwn tragedy, she has reached out to others and given the gift of strength and understanding. You would be so proud of her. I am so sorry you can't be here with your family.
We, as mommies, want to ask God "why?" but when it is our turn to be reunited with our angels, the why of it all won't seem so important.
Kayla's mommy, if you ever need me to talk to please feel free to email me at any time.
4wheelin@earthlink.net
What a beautiful site you have created for Kayla and it is full of such love for her.
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Valentine's / Lyndsey Mummy To ^i^ Alice Crowder +. Twins

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for a angel  / Natalie Sinclair (angel alysias mummy )
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hello little princess.  / Natalie Sinclair (angel alysias mummy )
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hey baby girl- 7 weeks old today  / Mummy

hey my beautiful princess
7 weeks old today i wonder what u wood of looked like and how ur little giggle wood of sounded like. Kayla baby the pain still hurts and ill never understand why u had to go. Everyone misses u so much..

last night mummy and daddy start group councilling with other parents who have lost babies to. daddy really opened up and it was great to talk 2 others who feel the same and understand.

liana misses u so much and she gets angry with us because we didnt let her see u, we were just worried she wouldnt understand but i regret it so much. I wish i got a photo with my 2 beautiful girls together please keep her safe and go 2 her in her dreams where the 2 of u can play and have fun like you both wood be doing if u were here with us!

i have not had a dream about u yet, i dont no if its u looking out for me and dont want 2 upset me but i wood really like 2 have a dream of u in my arms again. I just wish for one more day with just holding ur tiny little body, ur were so perfect! 

mummy is always thinking of u.
we love u so much princess.
mummy, daddy and liana xxxx

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WITH DEEPEST SYMPATHY  / CHERYL CANNON NANNY TO HARLEI JUNIOR
HELLO MY NAME IS CHERYL AND I HAVE JUST READ YOUR MEMORIAL PAGE FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL.
FIRSTLY CAN I SAY, THE POEM YOU HAVE WROTE ABOUT KEEPING HER SAFE, PLEASE DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF, WE PUT OURSELVES IN THE HANDS OF EXPERTS AND HAVE TO TRUST THEM, YOUR WOMB WAS NOT A PLACE OF PAIN AND DEATH BUT OF WARMTH AND LOVE. I HOPE YOU FIND THE ANSWERS YOU NEED. WE HAVE NEVER FOUND OUT WHY MY DARLING BEAUTIFUL GRANDDAUGHTER DIED ON HER DUE DATE. WE WERE TOLD TO LOOK AT IT LIKE A COT DEATH IN THE WOMB.
 www.harlei-junior.memory-of.com
 my prayers and thought are with you and all of your family
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If tomorrow starts without me

if tomorrow starts without me
and im not there to see

if the sun should rise
and find your eyes
are filled with tears for me

i wish so much you wouldnt cry
the way you did today
while thinking of the many things
we didnt get to say

i know how much you love me
the way that i love you
and every time you think of me
i know you'll miss me too

but when tommorrow starts without me
i hope youll understand
an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand

she said my place was ready
in heaven up above
and that id have to leave behind
all those i dearly love

i had so much to live for
so much i had to do
it seemed unfair and imposible
that i was leaving you

i wish i could have said goodbye
then kissed and seen you smile
i wish i could have stayed with you
even for a little while

but we've had to come to realise
that this was not to be
now emptiness not memories
will take the place of me

but as i walked through heavens gates
i felt so much at home
and as the lord looked down on me
from is golden throne

he said
"this is for eternity, but i will promise you,
although your life on earth has passed
here your life will start anew"

"i promise no tomorrow
but today will always last
and since each days the same up here
theres no longing for the past"

my loved ones,please dont grieve for me
coz i am truley free
and i will wait for you to come
and share my life with me

so when tomorrow starts without me
don't think we're far apart
for every time you think of me

IM RIGHT HERE IN YOUR HEART


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Happy Valentine's Day  / Family Of William Myers

Happy Valentine's Day 
Kayla...God Bless 

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Feelings / Amber Thompson (vistor)
My name is Amber Thompson I live in WV (USA). I just wanted to take time and thank you for your kind words. I wish there was some special advice I could give you to help with the pain. The only thing I can say is take one day at a time, if you want to cry or scream do it dont hold it in.... It has been 7 months since my angel went to heaven and I manage I will never get over it in fact I dont want to...... Our babies are always with us near and dear to our hearts....... They know how we miss and love them.... I try to tell myself all the time that my Kayleigh had the best life ever free from pain and suffering and sorrow the only thing my angel knew was love and happiness..... Please if you ever wonna talk my e-mail address is  angelmom_06@excite.com


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